More Than This.

I just read our conversations. The first conversation that we had? I think it's the cutest thing ever. I will never forget how incredibly overwhelmed I was when I found out that you're still interested in knowing me. Seriously. I just never thought that between us would have happened something, until now. I was scared, really. I was scared of loving someone too much again but yes, I think I did pretty well. Haha! I just miss you. I really miss you.

I really remember our first time going out together. It was The Amazing Spider-Man movie. I'm not going to spill out everything here, I want it to be private and memorable, just for us. I will never forget how much obstacles we've been through. Honestly, apart from my friends and the other guy, I really feel so happy. Do you want to know how happy I am? Jumping around and screaming at the top of my lungs out kind of happy. Haha! You really made my day, perfect.

And now I can't sleep. I'm trying to but I just can't close my eyes. Haha I feel so cold and lonely.You know what? I am unstable at some times. I know it but I just want you to know either, I'm actually okay. I'm fucking okay. What's not to be okay? Haha with a perfect boyfriend at your side that will be there for you at any time you want, what's not to be okay right? I really love the way that we actually kinda committed to each other and even there are a few tweaks, but we still manage to love each other.

You are the best thing that's

ever happened to me.