I feel lonely. I feel sad and most of all, I feel like an outsider. I feel like I've been judged all the time and every single thing that I did, was wrong. I don't have the rights to stand up for myself. I'm also lost in the middle of these stupid people with narrow-minded fucks. I hate myself. I hate everything that's been going on ever since they came. Ever since they started to voice out. I hate being so left out. I hate myself for making this stupid decision.
Whatever. I miss my bed, I miss my dress, my shorts, my alone time, my breakfast, my dinner, my late night phone conversations, my late night Skype moments. All of them. I miss Abang. Please get him out of there. I know he's strong but pleaseeeee he didn't deserve this. Keep on and hang in there, Abang. Btw, SPM is in 42 days left. I'm counting them down like crazy so that I could just... Omg. The definition of freedom. Seriously, can't wait more longer.
Carefully thinking.
Seriously, deciding.
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