It's been a long time since I've blogged and post something in here. I miss it. I miss those times when I can just sit in front of my laptop and let it all out. It's sad to say that I can't now. It's really hard because I barely discover this habit of me and it's pretty bad. I always trying to deny my feelings and saying 'no' to almost everything I want to do. Maybe it's time to refresh and think positively, I guess. There's been a lot of things going on since I've last blogged in here. You have no idea how topsy turvy my life was till today. I'm pretty much a wreck now. I don't have anyone. I used to have. Eventually, he's gone. And that's the problem.
Somedays I miss you and all the good talks, good times we had. It happens and I'm sorry. I just can't handle anymore heartbreaks. Plus, I don't see where this is going. I don't see the future of it. I feel like I should move on. We both should move on. There are many things out there that we could achieve. We can do this. I know you'll miss us but this is just the way it has to be. I can't stand seeing us hurting each other, keep our feelings and denying each other.
Hey, don't worry. I still keep your memories inside. I'll never delete it and I just want you to know, this is true. Every single word that I let it all out here is sincerely by me. For me, it's hard to get rid of it. I just can't erase one of the happiest moments in my life. I just can't. However, I just want you to be happy. That's my priority.
You're not supposed to look back.
You're supposed to keep going.
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