You've Tried So Hard To Shut The Feelings Out.

I just can't imagine my life anymore. At first, I'm just a girl who wants to be happy. Then, unexpected things happened and I'm fucked up. It's seems hard when that person means too much in your life. Actually, missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you have seen him or the amount of time since you've talked. It's the very moment when you're doing something and you were wishing that they were right there with you. I just wished that none of these would happened.

Please remember that, nobody wants to wait forever. And there's one more thing that I learned from all of this. You'll never realize how strong you are until you didn't have a choice but to be strong. It is the most painful things that happened in my life.