i wish i already met someone who understand the same thing as i did, loving the same things that i love, have the same intellectual conversations bcs we have the same idea of intellectual concepts, loving and never get bored of movies like i do and listen to the same genres of music as me and appreciates them the way i do
but if i found that person, life would never be as thrilling as it now. it will be a boring journey because there's no adventure that we're going to chase
that's why i met him, this is exactly why i met him and this is definitely why i choose him.
we have a lot of things in common and a ton of differences too. that's how i know he's going to complete me in every single way
chronological order of the days that i'd like to keep forever
17th May 2015
i've met the one. the first conversation that we had was perfect as if it was fated that i met you. you are the lost fragment of my life that finally completed me. we talked about everything and we're so comfortable for two person that just met. i'd never thought you were the one and even days after the conversation, it made me think. i've never stop thinking about you ever since.
19th May 2015
"i can't stop thinking about you ever since"
so, the next day i contacted you because there's something that is so special. you made me think where are you after all these times? i mean, chances like this are too rare and i guess i will never met someone like you anymore. you're just something else. this photo was taken by you and this is the first movie that we saw together which i remember, the movie was tomorrowland. btw about the picture, i never had someone who loves taking my pictures randomly and you're seriously the first one ever. like i said, you're something else.
28th May 2015
nothing, i just put this because it is the first time i just randomly took a picture of someone just because you caught my attention.
4th June 2015
i know you remember when this was and i never forgot about it too. just when you thought i forget things but guess what, i don't.
27th July 2015 and the whole puasa month
i finally met my imaginary workout partner, seriously. when i said that i love to workout and finally there's someone that finally understands my routine. when i tell you how much i would love to learn about soccer/football, you immediately taught me and motivate me. you motivated me like no one else did. you love me for it (even though i suck so bad but you'd never stop motivate me), you were always there for me and most importantly, you never judged me for it. i respect and admire you for that. sometimes, when you look someone past their surface, you can see their passion in something. and i hope you've found your passion in motivating me for being a better version of myself.
25th July 2015 and raya month!
our first raya together! i am so glad because 2015's raya is all about friends, family (and of course, food! haha) and mostly about getting to know our families better. i am so happy that it's another month of joy. you have no idea how lucky i feel to have this kind of love and warmth during raya, thanks to friends, family and you.
and photos of our random getaways/escape!
i've never forget all of our escapes and random getaways. it is all in my mind because i've never shared this kind of experience with someone before and i am so glad that you're the person, the only person i will enjoyed travelling with. you opened up my mind, you unravelled a new form of experience for me and you make me feel i was no longer a prison of my own self. you make me feel that i could break free and just enjoy the 'now'.
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| this view plus you, both of you are perfection. |
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| but this? i'd pick the view over you hahahahha bye |
18th June 2016
and here i am, sitting in my room on my bed with no lights on and just with my macbook letting it all out. from all of this, you gave me the experience i'd never thought i will have. you gave me the experience to know you more. trust me, you are more that what you are on the outside. you are an incredible person, ikmal and i am the only one that knows why. i really appreciated every single effort that you've put on me.
every person has it's own sides of personality, i'm sorry for being the broken one and i hope you really love me despite the horrible side of me. i just want to say, even though we just know each other for a year and a half and we already had so much fun and laughter and memories and bad days and what else can i have. even it's just a small amount of time, i already feel like i have it all because i have you.
i am so looking forward to every years that we're going to have together. i hope i am the girl that changes your perception to every girl in this world. i want to show that i am different and i hope i will always stand out in your darkest corner of your mind.
don't feel like you're not good enough.
it's because you're the best,
that's why i am still here.
