This Is The Real Me.

Hello to certain people that actually didn't know a thing about me. If you really hate me, do you know the real deal about me? Pandai pandai cakap belakang, sebab tak kenal kan? Haaa lain kali kenal orang dulu, baru laaa judge that person. Itupun, perlu ke kita judge orang? Entah laaa, pening laa fikir semua nie.

This is the thing that you have to know:

I made some covers. I think all of you have known about it. Ada cover yg lama, ada cover baru. I just felt happy when I made those covers. I love doing what I like. I put it in my YouTube and Blogger. I didn't expect to get those views on my YouTube. I didn't expect that Ashton Kutcher tweeted my video. Viewers keep increasing like crazy since that time. Now, my current total upload views on YouTube is 68, 500. I think so. For some people, they might think it's easy and it's nothing. But for me, that is something that has been never happened in my life. I'm just telling all of this, because there are some people that keep telling me to stop doing those covers. Well haters, I'm not going to stop. I'm just going to keep doing what I like. Sorry, 

Okay, about these anons on my Formspring. They are too ridiculous. I just felt that, "Okay fine. Haters are just going to keep hating, right?". If you really think I'm like that, you better see me and talk it in front of me. I don't care. Anons are just cowards. Pfft.

Btw, I am just a regular school girl. I already made mistakes in my life. Btw, my life sucks. I don't like school. I hate the environment of that school. With those narrow-minded teachers, classmates, I just felt like crying. Aku memang benci orang yang suka sebok pasal orang lain, padahal dia lagi teruk. Makcik makcik macam tu taklayak hidup. Depan muka aku baik nak mampus, belakang belakang buat cerita. Kau dah susahkan hidup aku, fikir aku nak maafkan kau laaa? Pegi mati ah, fuck betul. Satu lagi, aku taksuka kalau orang taktau ape2 pastu terus sebarkan cerita salah. Susah sangat ke nak tanya aku dulu, "betul ke tak" ape semua. Main suka suka buat cerita sendiri. Itu lah nama nya orang yang berfikiran sempit. Btw, there's a lot of things going on in that school. Baru je lepas kena gantung and everything, ingt senang ke? I just felt so lonely. Thank God, there's one guy that's been helping me ever since. THANK YOU. 

Okay that's it. Aku malas nak cakap banyak banyak. And sorry, kalau siapa siapa terasa tu, sorry ah. I didn't know how to tell it anymore. I just let it go all of it in this blog. I hope you understand. :)

"The girl with the prettiest smile seems

wanted to tell some sad stories."