I feel lost. I don't feel like anything can cheer me up. I feel so alone. I just can't deny myself that I had a wonderful, happy life before. And now I miss it so much. I need someone beside me that understands everything. It's so painful and it hurts too bad. I just can't take it anymore. I don't like to share stories with others. I only shared everything to someone I trust enough, care enough and love enough. So, it was you.
I'm sorry if I made you feel so disturbed or anything. I just need someone to share everything. I know that you have your own life and I have mine too. I hope you understand. Don't you get it? I NEED YOU. Why are you acting so different lately? It seems like, we don't have any understanding. I don't want things to be like before. Don't you remember? I hate myself for remembering everything. And now, I think I lost you.
We can totally work this out.
If you change yourself.

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