I get through these same shits, everyday. Dealing with things that I'm not supposed to be dealing, everyday. Thinking the things that I'm not supposed to be thinking, everyday. Feel the way that I'm not supposed to be feeling. Everyday and everyday, it gets harder. It turned out to be so hard until I wish that I could run away and fall. Falling far away from here so that I could run. Run away from other's mistakes and the victim is ME. Thanks.

Benci pulak bila ada perasaan macam ni. Takboleh nak tahan. Tak boleh nak tampung dah. No one could ever understand how much the pain that carry on everyday. Mesti orang cakap macam, "Weh relax ah, takde apa pun. Benda kecik je kan, takpayah besar besar kan sangat". You don't even know what the fuck I feel inside. So, don't.

I only have you. You were the only one that I could turn to. You were always there for me. I'm not hoping that you would help me solve it or something. If you could hear my problems, giving me that emotional support that I need, that's more than complete. I'm just so grateful that I have you. You were the light of happiness that I have now. If not, my life will be more miserable than ever. Thank you.

Pictures of last night:-

That's it. Kbye everyone. :)

I don't ask for help at someone

 that I know that they're not 

capable of helping. 

I'm not that stupid.