Trust Issues.

I've been in dark times. I regret everything that I used to be before I met you. I'm trying to change from that person. I'm not that girl anymore. I'm far from what I was once but not yet what I'm going to be. Yeah, it's a process. And that process involves, you. You're the one that makes me feel better about myself. You paced the good influence for me. I just love the way you said that, "This is not good.", "You are getting better and I will always support you. I trust you". It's just that the trust built between us are like, fast but I also know that it's strong.

My love for you grows everyday. At first, I honestly think that this is not gonna work out. I lay my cards on the table and hoping that you'll have that mutual feelings that we have now.

Alhamdulillah, I'm so happy with my life now. I think I almost get everything that I wish for. Yeah, you're right, Abah. I got everything now. It's only up to me on how I'm going to make my life better. I'm in that process. Well, here's the truth. I've grown up. I stop letting people push me around all the time. Thanks everyone that's been helping me and guiding me ever since.

2011.

One of the darkest year in my life.

2012.

New beginning of a new me.