Do you know what that means? I prefer to call it as, "Rumor can really spread as fast as the wildfire." I hate it. Can you people mind your own business? Can you think for just one second, and then suddenly there's a bunch of people talking behind your backs? It's sucks. It can be even worse when the rumors are not true. Yup, I've been there. The worst one was last year. I think you guys know which rumor is it. This is my sincere feeling on how I get through it.
I felt there's no one beside me that can help me through this. I have some friends. They're all seems supportive but they can't really feel what is the exact thing that's been hurting me. Can you imagine when everybody accuse you without any proof? Apa kita boleh buat, mulut orang kan. Mana boleh tutup. So, I decided to say nothing. Sometimes, I just want to speak my heart out but there's always a barrier that keeps me to do it. My life at that time was a living hell. I don't know how to describe it but wherever I go, people always talk about that thing. So, that concludes everything. It was the worst year in my life.
I'm different now. I've been through everything and now, I'm stronger than ever. I love experimenting. Sometimes my dad said, "You are a freak. A genius freak" Haha, hell I'm not. I'm just a freak. No one can actually define me. Okay enough. I'm going to stop my gibberish talking now.
P.S: This post is inspired by the movie, Easy A. I learned a lot from that movie.
There are so many people out there will tell you
that you can't. What you have to do is turn
around and say, "Watch me".
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