I made a lot of mistakes. There are small ones and the biggest one. All of them are truly hell. I hate myself, eventually. I’ve never think that I’ve gone this far. I’ve been so idiot and ridiculously unmanageable. I have a lot works to do. I have a lot of person to say sorry at them especially to my best friends, Afiqah, Athierah and Khaireen. I think you’ve known why I must apologize to you guys. I’m so sorry. I wish that we can be like ‘us’ again. We can never be separated with each other, always be together and always having fun together. That’s the best. I miss you guys.
Another thing, I feel so like an idiot right now. I left everything behind just for this ‘person’. I left my friends, my studies, my family and also my personal time. I left everything behind just to sit next to you and make you happy. But it's not worth it. I feel so happy with you, but sometimes happiness can change into a monstrous-disaster. I love you. I want you to change but I love you just the way you are. I don't know. But I really love you, I do. Please don't get me wrong.
It's just getting so complicated. Idk why, but I don't want to leave you and I don't want you to leave me as well. Please, I want us to be NORMAL. I love you, I want both of us will achieve something that we want in our life. I hope you have the same thoughts with me.
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