It's not that easy to fall in love :D

I don't know how to understand you anymore. I get through about this everyday. I love you and I don't want to lose you again. I know that you have the same thought but why you didn't you express it? Please show to me that you want me, show it to me that you don't want to lose me anymore. Is that too hard for you? Yeah, I know. Your ego is higher than anything right? Sometimes, you're being so nice to me and there's some times that you're being too harsh with me. I'm confused. You always said that you can never change. So, nvm. I just have to face everything and always said to myself that "You always love me, no worries!". Heh but that seems stupid.

Please change your mind, if you're reading this. I've never tired of loving you, but who's not tired of waiting, assuming, hearing lies, saying sorry and hurting, right? If you want us to be save, please think about this. I know, that you're a nice guy. You're always helping me about "everything" and you are my ultimate supporter! I can never forget you and I will never let you go. I hope you have the same feeling. I love you.

I can't get rid away all the pain.
I just have to learn on how to get used to it.