I hate everything in my mind.

I can't understand these creature called 'boys'. What does they feel when they breaking other girl's heart into pieces? Do they feel happy? It that some kind of satisfaction for you? Sometimes, they didn't even know what the fuck are they doing. And they always gave the exact SAME REASON. "Sorry dear, I didn't notice you were calling" "Sorry dear, I felt so sleepy I can't wake myself up." "Sorry, sorry sorry" Well, go to hell for that fucking reason. :(

I don't mean to say anything bad about you but this is the way I feel. Sometimes, you're the person that I can count on but sometimes not. I've explain everything to you but you'll never understand. Please, you are acting so different lately. Do you think that you can have me just like that? Do you think you can break my heart into pieces? I know, I will cry about this. And you are the main reason of it.

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Boy: I hate her. So, I decided to broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke and all! She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened. ___________________________________________________

Think about it, guys. When she’s too much for you, she just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave her crying alone because you want the easy way out.

All boys were the same.

They were live to make you cry.